Living in the Psalms
November 29, 2022
I’m living in the Psalms.
I feel heavy. Life is so frustrating and everything in it right now.
God, You’re working miracles in aspects of my life. Seeds are being planted, and I’m trusting in Your promise. I’m being used for Your will. You are good, reigning above everything here on Earth.
I still feel heavy. And that’s okay. I don’t want to feel like this, feel a little numb. Confused. Frustrated. Sad. Really sad. In class, unfocused. Focused on the confusion. Literally just sitting in what feels like nothing.
Praying that the Spirit of heaviness in my heart is lifted in Jesus name! I know you can do it, I know you can shift my story, my family’s story, the things that I worry about. I know you can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There’s not really a question of why not now, it’s more of a question of when?? Now please! In Your name. Your burden is light. You have my life in Your hands. Yes, I know with full confidence that my future is held so well in Your hands. I know this. So I’m sitting in the sadness. The heaviness.
Awaiting the other side where I share the testament of faith that I have in You to others. I want my story to be: I was in suffering, the people around me were in suffering, but the Lord brought fruitfulness about our lives because of our “simple faith and plain truth” type of trust in Him.
